Wake me up in the mornin…

Frankly, I'm done. Done with life, no wife (she died 3 years ago). All our kids are 18+ and I took a months worth of Doxepin (for me 60 qty 3mg). I've been drunk since Tuesday? Last Tuessday?

Is that enough, or should I shotgun clonapapam (also 30 qty, 2 MG)

It took me 30 minutes to type this.