The Chiefs game really broke something inside me.

I just commented pretty much the same thing on a post, but I really need to get this off my chest. I’ve been a die hard fan of this team since 2011, always optimistic about who we are and what we can achieve (even after the Matt Schuab’s melt down, the Ryan Mallet/ Brian Hoyer experience, and even the Brocklobster) but Sunday’s game has crushed my spirit completely. I love DeShaun, and I know with him we can beat any team in this league. With players like him, Reid, and Nuk that show so much heart, it hurts constantly underachieving because our coaching staff is underprepared. This isn’t some fire BoB post (although if it happens, I won’t complain) but I really just cant help but feel anything but apathetic towards our future. This game on Sunday was one of our best chances to get to the Super Bowl in franchise history, and we completely collapsed. It still hurts me down to my core when I think about it (which I do all the time). I’m just asking my fellow fans to give me some hope. Sorry for the long post, I just needed to vent my frustration and sadness.