Software field is dead

In friendswood, and i thought to myself, today i give up. i will start my meltdown, and if i can recover i will find something new. maybe pick up welding at 50. who the hell knows. i am broken, and desperate.

but starting today i have given up in the software field. its impossible. 2 years of getting new certs, learning new skills, and being unemployed for those 2 years… i have had enough. i am at my breaking point.