Sad to say this

I just can’t deal with something so stupid, for years as a fan I’ve hoped that my team would find a great QB and when presented the opportunity, they would make a decent decision.. I wasn’t expecting them to be world beaters but just make a decent effort to put the team in a good place to be competitive and with now having the right QB they can, but I’m just tired of now constantly seeing that behind the scenes is just one big Middle finger to everything I’ve hoped for and I’m sure thousands of other fans have also, I was happy that Rick Smith stepped down when he did which I wish he was still here now, I was happy when they hired Bill O’Brien and then fired Bill O’Brien, I have had all the Feelings of ups and downs that are apart of being a football fan.. I get that.. but to support a team that I have called in sick from work just to go to a game or watch on tv, plan vacation days ahead of football season so I know I’m going to be able to watch them, spending my hard earned money to buy the jerseys and hats, all the stuff that being a fan and loving your team comes with.. this is just a punch to the gut, I don’t want Deshaun to leave and if he were to come back I would probably have interest again but this is just too much to handle and witness as I see the team that has been regarded as such a first class organization choose someone who has ruined everything that was good about this team and taken the love I have and other away. I honestly can’t find a reason to give them my attention anymore.