Make Just Enough But Still Too Little

I just don't get it. Maybe I do get it, I just don't understand how I keep losing. I am a single mother of four children. I make just enough to not qualify for assistance, but after all the bills are paid, I am left with only $200 for food. My ex-husband can't keep a steady job, and at this point, I truly believe the Attorney General thinks my weekly calls for enforcement are just for my entertainment. There was a time when I was on assistance. Maybe I am being punished because we used whole milk instead of skim. I worked hard for my credentials. I am licensed to sell life and health products. I am recertifying as we speak. So, I find it laughable that I don't qualify for anything, even after my food was destroyed. I HAVE BOYS. What's going on here? Meanwhile, SNAP recipients have their stamps replenished and receive hot food. What is this all about? You can't tell me I was better off when I was on assistance. Having worked hard for what I achieved, I wanted more for myself. I do have renters insurance, but my claim was denied. Take a look around the next time you pass by a surplus store. All I need is a suit with polka dots and don't forget the oversized red shoes. It's fitting that my nose is always red since I cry myself to sleep every night. To top it all off, the red wig will add a touch of class. As you can see folks, I am without a doubt the biggest clown of them all.