I need some help.

I am 30f and I live in Rosenberg. My twin sister was diagnosed with terminal cancer last year and life has never been the same ever since. Sadly, she's got about a week left now and I feel more lost everyday. It's hard for me to even function. She lives in Arkansas, but we talk every day and I also go visit her a couple of times every month.

My sister called me about an hour ago and said she has been feeling pretty sick these past few days. She wants me to come stay with her for a few days because she'd usually feel better whenever I visit.

Tbh, I don't know if she'll get better or if this'll be goodbye. Whatever it is though, I'd just love to be there for her.

Sadly, I don't have enough gas for the trip. I'll need an extra 9 gallons of gas. Things are pretty rough for me right now and I won't get paid until Friday. I really need help to afford 9 gallons of gas to go visit my sister.

I've been dealing with depression since she got diagnosed because she's all I've got, my parents passed away in 2016. I've pretty much isolated myself from most of my friends due to dealing with depression so I don't really have anyone to ask.

I intended to post on r/assistance but I don't qualify to post. The main Texas subreddit is offline(I guess it joined the reddit protest), and Rosenberg doesn't have an active subreddit. I have nowhere else to turn.

I'm already packed and ready to go, but I need help with gas for the trip.

I'm ashamed to ask, but it'd appreciate it if anyone here could help me out.

I can always sense when something is wrong with my sister. I feel she'd be leaving me soon, I just wanna be there soon enough to hug her and say goodbye.

Sorry for the lengthy post, I just needed to reach out.