Depressed veteran

I dont know if this is the right forum but as title states today's veterans day. Here I am crying at a target parking lot because I moved here for a big opportunity but lost it bc of some accident I had to my knee. I have no friends/ romantic relationship/ and I just feel numb to life right now. Sad part? I'm only 24. Was supposed to meet someone tn but got stood up. I don't even drink or smoke or do anything to suppress myself I'm just tired. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk