Few months ago, my sister has told me that she wants to visit me for Christmas here this year, she couldn't. She got a plan with her ass husband, got my hope up for nothing and feeling sad today.

On Thursday, I invited one friend come over to my place (barely knew him) for early Christmas. I met him though somewhere from a very small deaf social event four times, had experienced some uncomfortable feelings with him cause he is into me. At this point I want to be his friend, he knew I broke up with my Ex somewhere in Sept.... That day I felt sad..

Today, Nobody wished me a Christmas' Eve but I wished them that first before they did. I am tiring of deal with my severe depression all time. I was not that close to my parent due to my impaired hearing. I still wished them a nice Christmas this year.

I had nobody to celebrate Christmas this year.. All I want from Christmas this year is having many good friends and make a ton of great memories...

Please send me PM to be my friend!