It's great to see all of the optimism and engagement with the team, but my Kool Aid cup remains empty.

I can't get the images of video game playing Cal and the snake oil salesman, Rasputinesque bastard Easterby out of my head.

I want to have the long term outlook a la Astros rebuild, but totally unconvinced any energy in the Texans isn't a complete waste of time.

Help me see the light.