Anyone else in the top 20% of no power?

All my friends officially have power 😞… And my complex has power except my section on the back 😞 the houses behind us have power 😞… I can't even see a black out zone anymore on my home from work at night… Just the dull, self loathing hate for myself on how just know this is all my fault.

My fault for not doing better in life, my fault for not going left instead of right. My fault for all the faults I've done in life.

Map shows I'm energized, which is a lie, and I believe I'm in a nested area, that is becoming wildly popular amongst us left behind.

This sucks, I thought I would've had better luck because of what we went through last lights out, but so far, this is worse… Feeling left behind. And I'm tired of it 😞