Any recommendations for a good mental health clinic in Houston?

I think I may have BPD and I’m afraid it’s going to push everyone away

I’ve been dealing with anxiety mostly for a few years. It’s not as bad as it used to be (panic attacks everyday, nonstop symptoms) but it’s still an obstacle in my everyday life. I’ve been on Zoloft which made me too emotionally blunted, depressed, then suicidal, then Lexapro which made me manic, then lithium as my Dr had concerns I was bipolar. This worked for a while until it didn’t and I had my dose raised, but then nausea became an issue so I was taken off and put on to Wellbutrin. This has worked the best as far as feeling more mentally stable than I have before, but I cannot handle the physical symptoms so I had to quit after over half a year. Now I’m on not taking anything and my mental health is getting worse. My health clinic does nothing but ask surface level questions and pass out prescriptions like candy and I’m tired of being a test subject. No one knows what the hell they’re doing and I’m getting concerned.

I feel like s**t everyday and everyone else having to suffer through my mood swings only makes things worse. How does one get a real diagnosis for something like this instead of finding some state issued employee that just plays guessing games or disregards what the patient says? This s**t is unbearable.

I currently go to the Harris Center and yes, while it is affordable, these mfs are no help.