Weird question: quiet places to scream lol

I’m going through the postpartum trenches, can’t figure out what therapists are covered, am generally overwhelmed, don’t have a village, and need to get away. I’m in Sugar Land/Katy/Richmond area, but willing to drive.

Just needing to get this out. Any reccs: outdoors, rage room. Don’t suggest mom groups, I don’t think I can handle it rn. Just don’t want to scare anyone.